Life as it is.

Seconds.
A life can be destroied in seconds.

Minutes.
A heart can break in just minutes.

Hours.
Life can just change in a few hours.

Day.
Nothing can be the same in two days.

Week.
One week can be either good or bad.

Month.
One of then will somehow bring you actuall happiness .

Year.
The changes seasons as you drift in personalities.

Don't you just hate it when you start crying and can't stop ? Just a 
few seconds changing a life , making everything works withing 
minutes , by the end of the day you see everything has changed. In a 
week everything is spread out , people just crying. A few months and 
you just want to forget everything.By a year you remember him like 
nothing else in the world.
I seem to cry everytime I remember you baldie. I miss you soo bad . 
You were my only hero. I wish I could of said goodbye. I cry as I 
type . Hhis won't be easy for me. I could never , ever forget you. I 
miss you . Please come back ? I think how everyone had their own 
nickname their own joke. That amazing party I helped plan. That bright 
smile that could change anyone world. How can it be possible that your 
gone . It hit just yesterday and I can't help to bear with all the 
pain. I know your waching me from heaven. I have that smile in my face 
everyday , just trying to resemble you but I don't know how I will 
make it another day knowing your gone. Please , someone tell me this 
is all a dream...
I miss you toopsie <3